The Hurt...

How do you comfort your HOMMIE after he held his love of his life, the mother of his two Children in his arms, as she grasped for her last breaths of air , bleeding to death in his arms. 

My HOMMIE tried to quiet his screams of anguish in the garage cold floor as he held his children's dying mother bleeding out in a pool of Blood. She was his best friend, the love that calmed his wild side. He Held her tight one more time as life slipped away from her Eyes looking afar into death. 

He is a single dad now, broken, hurt BUT standing strong for his kids. 

It was hard for me to see him cry, I had no words but to Hug him , hold him like a brother. After the funeral all he wanted was for me to talk about child hood memories of laughter. He laughed out loud . For a while forgetting his grief. He stopped for a second feeling guilty for laughing, but later thanking me for helping him forget his anquish. I will spend time with my friend. I will so my best . We are 40 now , when we became friends we were 10yearsold . We are family

New Season

We all have our ups and downs.... Recently , I was burned out..... But I never said a Thing..... But I stayed in prayer !!! I kept my wick lit , fire burning...

Feel way more victorious. Took a road trip with my boss ... Lometa and we prayed through...... Remember never stop praying!!!! Learn to pray your self 7through! You must learn what praying through means!!! It's so important..... So when you have a bad Day, a bad season ...you must lay yourself on the altar and just lay before The Lord BROKEN, and know that NO flesh is good flesh !!! GOD must kill our flesh and our Flesh must die daily!!!!!!....... Then GOD can raise u up!!!!

Get rid of your pride..... Let go of your pride!!!  Now I feel like a new season is coming and I'm ready, for anything....

Colorado Springs ,two things you must do!

Pikes Peak!!! All the way to the top.... If u ever go through Colorado Springs! U must visit 2places!!! U must visit two tourist sites that are essential to Being an all American , or at least add to your Bucket list, # 1 if you visit Colorado Springs is you must jump on the COG and ride it all the way up to the summit that is a little over 14,000 FT

Below pic my mom and Dad romantically on the COG #PikesPeakCOG

Picture below (my dad) pondering why the Longhorns Sux this year 

Picture below Momma Emma looking Hot!!

Picture Below my wife Caren enjoying the view 

Now the # 2 thing you MUST DO if you travel through Colorado Springs , is visit "Garden Of the Gods" this vacation the Lujans Loved it!!!

Pictures Below Caren Lujan my wife and me ,Mom and Dad!!

Enjoying the rest of 2013.... Be Blessed

Remember "it's not how you start the year!!! It's how finish the year!! So finish the year strong!!